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Secret/Confession ID#948245510 10/1/2007 8:43:48 PM

i thought this guy was a brother to me, then he got me drunk and raped me and my friends didn't believe me nor did they seem like they cared. this happened many times and each time was just as scary as the time before. i have had nightmares atleast once a week ever since the first time, the nightmare consists of me and him doin it and getting caught and in each nightmare i am scared to death. i wake up scared or the next morning my friends will ask me why i was screaming in the middle of the night while i was sleeping. i dont know what to tell them. they dont understand what this has done to my life. he still doesnt leave me alone. whenever i see him he touches me and i just want it to stop. i have tried every way to escape the fear and pain that it has caused me, i tried drugs, cutting, alcohol, suicide, but nothing has worked... oh a really good part is that since it affected me so much, i repressed all the memories or most of them, about the time i was with him and so now i cant remember details, so anything i would want to remember about those nights, i cant... i just want it to stop... the best part is that i have a problem telling people no. meaning my friends walk all over me and i pretty much do whatever they ask. thats why this is such a problem. i have a huge problem rejecting people and it hurts me to see someone else hurt. i am a really nice person, im just misunderstood and i dont get any respect from anyone. im a complete catholic so you can imagine what it feels like to have someone spread around the school that you fucked her best friend when she even knows the truth about what really happened. yet she takes every other side but mine... i just dont know what to do anymore about this situation... help me... what do i do.

(11) Comments

1\|	go to the cops asap!!! like yesterday... what are you thinking asking if you should go to the cops, ggggoooo!!!

10/2/2007 3:45:59 AM

2\|	poor girl how old are u?

10/2/2007 7:07:47 AM

3\|	poor girl stupid girl. fight for urself! u hurt me by not reporting it. go for it!its u ur life ur soul and ur body. no 1 should take it from u.

10/2/2007 7:08:35 AM

4\|	i wrote this confession and im 15 years old

10/4/2007 11:54:15 AM

5\|	if u dont report it he might do it to other girls 2! how old is he? even if people dont believe u then if hes old enough like 18 or even 17 he could go to jail anyway... if u dont feel comfortable reporting it 2 the cops then tell ur parents or school concelor or someone... does he go 2 ur school? and in my opinion u should kick him in the nuts so hard he cries!!!

10/4/2007 11:12:45 PM

6\|	your probably fat and pathetic anyway. take all the hot sex you can get, honey.

10/5/2007 7:45:20 AM

#5 is pathetic. some people just don't get it. what you need to do is tell your parents. that is one way to help yourself. what i would do next is get new friends. the ones you have now are not really your friends. friends do not walk all over you. friends do not ignore you. get new friends. lastly, talk to the guy, and stop having sex with him. just stop. it's not that exciting knowing that you are doing this guy and hes raping you. it's not cool. just stay out in public with him. do everything to stay out of the bedroom.

10/5/2007 9:44:05 AM

8\|	that wasn't rape! not if you've let him do it "many times". --ray

7/23/2008 6:24:02 PM

9\|	next time he asks for some pussy so no, and mean it.

7/23/2008 7:40:53 PM

10\|	you've mistaken peens for friends... sincerely, colonel ingus

7/23/2008 10:04:43 PM

11\|	if the dude wants to fuck you then let him. how the hell do you have nightmares and then go fuck him again. i think that you are just a little whore that likes it and deserves to be fucked by even more guys. you can still pretend to be a good girl around your parents with cum dripping out of your gapped cunt.

8/8/2008 1:36:36 PM

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report to the cops anyway	keep it to myself like i have been doin

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