I am so lonely. So empty and sad. My bitterness and disappointment is profound.
What to do now? How to carry on?
I shall wander the streets at night, peeeing into bedroom windows, watching private things. My erection throbbong and dripping precum. Skin. Breats. Pubic hair. My hand stroking myself to orgasm. Ejaculation.
Disappointment. Despair. A day filled with shame and regret. And then it starts all over again.