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i want to be taken by force and have my guts shaken by a big hard coc*. i don’t care if my pus** is being ripped. fuc* me hard daddy and make me cum all over that big hard coc* of yours. make me loose my voice, mi grip, my mind and then finally my conscious. fuc* me however you want, show me how much of your bitch i am~:heart:

i want someone to fuc* me so bad that i even imagine an intruder ramming me on my bed or the kitchen floor

I hate psychiatry/psychology.

I don't think I have BPD. I wish I could go back in time and slap those people for giving me meds and therapy. Instead of one of them going: "Look, kid, your parents are toxic ass***s who are keeping you isolated. But once you're 18 you can do whatever you want, so just hold on a little longer and start saving money"

I used to self-harm, but once I moved out away from my parents at 18, I stopped almost immediately.
I don't have any anxieties or panic attacks ever. If anything, I'm actually quite brave and determined.
I'm social and have a large network of semi-friends. I have 2-3 close friends.
I don't have mood swings. No emotional rollercoasters. I do get angry sometimes, but who doesn't.
I don't binge, or do drugs, or fuc* a bunch of people.

...And yet, I think I did have it before. BPD. When I was young. But I'm not sure if it was BPD, or the result of being isolated for many years and mind-fuc***. The only BPD trait I remember clearly having: back then when i'd fall inlove, I'd go mental. I'd get the horrible dred of losing the one I love. Of being left. There was one person who rejected me in a hurtful way, and I totally lost my shit. I'd self harm to get their attention and punish them. I deeply regret all that.

But that whole consuming obsessisive level of love is what I knew to be "love" like for years. Even now, I wonder if what I have today is even "love". \somedays i'm not sure. it feels more like a play-pretend. I hope it is love, but I know if this doesn't work out, I'd be sad for a while, but in the end i'll be ok. It's not crucial, epic, soul-consuming. It's more of a roommate situation with sexy times I have to instigate, sometimes.

I wonder if others feel like that. Like you've had that one opportunity to really love someone, and you wasted it. And you've moved on, and you're ok now. But "ok" looks grey in comparison with the intensity of emotion you once felt.

Does comfortable, uneventful daily existence feel as vacuous to others as it does to me? Is it because i don't have or plan kids? is it because i feel no connection to my parents or have very specific hobbies I can't share with many people?

what am i doing wrong?

And secretly, you'd love to feel like that again.

i got an anonymous ask on my social media from a guy who said he wants to brutally fuc* my throat and i cant stop thinking about it and masturbating, it was so hot but it's on my public account so i can't show that i liked it..i just cant stop cumming thinking about a stranger fuc*** my throat hard

my spirit is broken.
im dead inside and i just wish my body would catch up already.

where can i get aome asbestos fibers for inhalation in america? Ive been smoking cigarettes everyday since 1997/1998 but I want to get serious about my lung damage now... I should have started destroying my lungs with asbestos when I first learned of it ten years ago - please - Im desperate!!!

WHOO!!!I FOUND MY SITE. IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR ONE OF THES. LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE THIS SITE TO.

First names only:

What is the first name of the single, most amazing sex partner you've ever had, and what made them the best?

Mine is Monet. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do. She'd let me cum in all three holes, or on any part of her body I wanted (including all over her face). She would swallow, she would let me watch her masturbate, she would role/fantasy play, she would massage my prostate whole blowing me. But most of all, she would be "daddy's little girl" any time I needed her to, including the little girl voice, pig tails, and outfits. I miss her every day.

Every White House and Departmemt of Education going back decades: Fund Special Olympics.

Trump and DeVos: “Fuc* those retards”

Jussie Smollett is a piece of shit!

So now there's such a thing as Black Privilage, huh?

Let's see what happens if I (a gay white male) make up a story that a group of black guys jumped me, and made racial and homophobic threats and slurs towards me, and then I get caught dead to rights in my lie.

I guarantee you that there's not a state attorney in the country that would drop the charges against me out of fear of the reaction from black America. Even if I would only get community service (like it looks like Jussie would have), they'd go through with the prosecution no matter what the cost.

But since this is only going to piss off white people, fuc* it, let him go.

Ridiculous.

i hate bullies

don't be a bully

revenge is lovely but sweet and best served cold.

OK SO FIRSTLY IMMA GONNA CONFESS THAT IM A GAY
YEAH IT WAS IN MY EARLY 14s WHEN I STARTED TO LIKE A GIRL IN MY CLASS ITS BEEN TWO YEARS I LIKE HER NOW
AND BELIEVE ME IT HURTS SO MUCH
AND UPON THAT IS ONE SIDED SO IT HURTS EVEN MORE .
AND I HAVE CONFESSED MY FEELINGS BUT CAME BACK EMPTY HANDED
SEEING HER DATING ANOTHER GIRL KILLS THE HELL OUT OF ME
I GOT IN MAJOR DEPPRESSIVE DISORDER
IVE TRIED RUNNING AWAY AND EVEN COMMIT SUCIDE BUT NOTHING REALLY WORKED AND I DONT EVEN THINK IL EVER GET OVER HER
AND U KNOW WHAT I GO AT HER DOORSTEPS EVERYDAY WALKING FOR LIKE HALF AN HOUR JUST TO BREATHE WHILE SITTING UNDER HR DOOR
WE R GOOD FRIENDS BUT BELIEVE ME IT STILL SUCKS LIKE HELL
IVE GOT A SMALL REQUEST TO YOU PEOPLE
"PLEASE RESPECT PEOPLE WHO CARE FOR YOU"
I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I ONLY CARE ABOUT HER ITS LIKE SHES MY ENTIRE WORLD AND THERE IS NO ONE AS PRECIOUS TO ME AS SHE IS...

My name is Ly**, I was a virgin when I metmy husband at the age of 18, I had had been touch by a guy but never penetrated, After 7 years of marriage I wanted to experience sex with an man. I had to arrange for a wild night of sex. I approached my cousin's wife asking for her help, I knew that she had several "male friends". She was very willing to help me. She suggested a guy named Cory, saying he was very large and had great stamina, I talked with Cory on the phone, telling him what I wanted. He asked if anything was off limits, I said only that he not climax in me. A date was arranged for the following weekend. I was so eager and I remember how I spent an hour soaking in the tub getting ready. When I left in our van, I knew I looked wonderful. I really thought I'd back out. The arrangement was I would go meet him, bring him back and park in our driveway. It wasn't long before he started pounding me. i kept yelling for him to fuc* me harder, I came time after time. We screwed 8 times that night. I didn't let him cum in me though. He had me in every hole. All night long its all I thought about. The next morning I told him I had to see him again. A week later I saw him again. The next morning I came home looking like shit. My clothing was wrinkled and dirty .He used me completely in ever hole, but this time I left him cum in me! Mouth, ass and cun*...all filled.,bareback. its what I wanted. 3 months later I had to have an abortion. I continued to screw him for 15 years and my husband never knew. I also experimented with my 2 German Shepards, but thats an confession!

I like girls. I like boys. I am latina. I never mention anything about my sexuality to anyone because... why would I want to put another hardship on my shoulder.

My boyfriend has been abusing me mentally and verbally for the past year and a half. Sometimes I start to forget my name isn’t just “bitch” or “cun*.” He’s even hit me a few times. I just suck it up and try to forgive and forget, hoping it’ll get better, but it never does. I’ve been so angry and guilty and mad. I finally decided to stand up for myself though.

Yesterday when he tried to hit me again, I grabbed his balls and squeezed them so hard he threw up. Then I twisted them and pulled them like they tell you to do in all those self defense videos/classes. He screamed so loud, but I didn’t feel any remorse. He caused me so much pain before, and I was just defending myself now. He deserved this. And as far as I was concerned he has no business having any kids if he treats his girlfriend this way, so I didn’t care if I sterilized him.

I kept squeezing and twisting them until he passed out. I stormed out of his house and I never looked back. I didn’t call the police but I probably should have. He hasn’t tried to contact me since. If he tries to I’m going to block all of his numbers and email, and maybe try to get a restraining order. I don’t ever want to see his face again.

Thanks for reading this. I had to share my story with someone. I’m too afraid to tell my family. This has been causing me so much pain for so long, and it’s such a relief to finally free myself from this prison and vent about it on here, even if it’s anonymous.

2 weeks sober. Feels like Im coming through the woods into a clearing. Dont know if this is a moment of clairity or not, Im not sure but I dont think so. I m trying to get clean and gave up drinking for lent. For my family.. my daughter and wife. they deserve better than Ive been giving them. my wife has deserved better for a decade now. Dont know what happens after Easter.

I don't need a religion or some sort of "faith" to be a happy person with morals. I don't feel a thing whenever people talk about how "God is good all the time" and "God loves everyone unconditionally" and stuff like that. Instead, I roll my eyes, cringe and wanting to vomit.

It's all ludicrous to me because why should I believe in something without proof? Faith by definition means you believe in a God/doctrine based on "spiritual apprehension" rather than proof. I'm not gullible like the rest of my family.

Therefore, there's no proof of evidence for any deities. It's all man-made fairy tales just like the tooth fairy, Santa Claus, the easter bunny, leprechauns, bigfoot, ufos and the rest of the mythical creatures to name. Even people who believe in astrology and horoscopes are idiots too.

It baffles me to know how many people out there don't dare to think for themselves and are unaware of how gullible they are to believe in what a thousand year old man-made book says. Don't get me started on the proselytizers (and my parents, grandparents, aunt and uncle happens to be one of them too).

The books such as the bible, q'uran, torah and the book of mormon are all filled with contradictions, immoral, unspeakable things and evil, barbaric stories.

Any sane person with a brain would never ever get their morals from ludicrous books I mentioned above.

I don't respect anybody who doesn't know how to think for themselves. You can't believe in a deity and call yourself a "free thinker" at the same time. It doesn't work that way.

Ugh, I deep down wish religion and spirituality and all that nonsense would go away forever. Gone. Eliminated. Eradicated forever worldwide. All religion/faith/spirituality has done a lot more harm than good. The world is better off without it. Don't give me that "it's important because of culture and you should respect it blah blah blah" talk because it's a load of balderdash. I don't respect any of it. Religion/faith/spirituality stops society from making advancement progress.

Science is where its at. I trust science a lot more than outdated fairy tales/old wives' tales. Technology is growing faster like never before. We have easy access to education and research. The future is now!!

I have very large breasts and would like to show them to the man who gives me the best reason why I should show them to you, pictures may either help or hurt your chances to see them.

I jerked off and came in the panties of my son's 21 year old girlfriend.