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i always have extremely violent and sexual thoughts towards women. whenever i think about a woman i am consumed with thoughts of beating her, stabbing her, and have sex with her while she bleeds out. a typical fantasy that plays out in my head is one of me having sex with a woman doggy style. seconds before i orgasm i slit her throat from behind with a sharp knife. blood spurts from her neck as i cum inside her. it doesnt end there. my sick fantasy continues long after she dies. i do things to her corpse. i dismember it and have sex with her skull. i remove her eyeballs and have sex with the holes. i know i am sick and need help. i feel like my dreams may become reality very soon.

Greg Mottishaw raped a 13 year old native girl in Sechelt, BC. This was years ago, but I witnesssed the entire horrendous thing and was too scared to tell anyone.

I want to tell you so bad. I want to tell you, not because being honest will get a weight off my chest, not to brag, not to prove anything-I want to tell you to hurt you. I want to see that crushed feeling in your eyes for the first time in a way that actually means something. You thought what I did was so soul-crushing that you had me walk on eggshells for years. You were so petty, so insecure, so overbearing and possesive. I want to see your heart bleed for something real this time. Then you'll know what pain from me feels like. Then you'll see that nothing I did warranted my imprisonment. I stayed for fear, attatchement, and pity, I left because I was done with your shit. But I never got my revenge, or closure. Let me tell you all the ways I've betrayed you now that we're nothing, let me destroy that image you had of us, of me. I want to see your pathetic face in agony. You won't be able to run away from this, or blame it on anyone. It's no one's fault, it's just life now, you don't own me and I don't owe you shit. I want to tell you this to ruin you the way you ruined me.

I am trying to develop an eating disorderto get skinny. I quit drinking alcohol a few weekenago because I was an alcoholic and it was too many calories. I have atarted skipping both breakfast and lunch. I try to eat as little as possible at dinner. the only thing that matters in life anymore ia getting as thin as possible

how can I stop driving drunk?

Met my ex after a few years and she told me a story where she got drunk and taken advantaged of at a party, blew a bunch of guys in the shower. I showed compassion but I jerk off to the thought a lot now

I've had sex with 8 different men in the last month and none of them were my husband.

People who are toxic to themselves will end up bringing you down with them..or make you involved in their messed up little worlds. The ones who are really toxic to themselves are pretty obvious and easy to spot. Its the people who seem on the surface to be ok and stable...but behind them is a train wreck of cars . They always have a story about why none of its their fault...or they just laugh it off like it doesnt mean much. If it takes a break up, therapy, a move, a job change, whatever...move slowly and carefully but in a straight line to the exit. It may take you a year to clean out the cob webs of emotion to make you see clearly..but trust me..its better. Livable not living.

I got super drunk and had sex with someone other than the guy I’m seeing. I can’t decide if I should tell him or not because I’m afraid of what his reaction would be

Here's another cool quote I saw somewhere else that's so true:

Beautiful things don't ask for attention!

Good reason for not going to church:

Im watching Evil dead and all the bad stuff happening to people is making me so turned on

Its ok because they did it so the boy would learn the teachings of the bible, right? Fuc*** ridiculous.

Habits of unhappy people:
1. Always complaining
2. Live beyond means
3. Bad habits
4. Critical of self and others
5. Worries about future
6. Regrets his past
7. Fearful
8. Indulges in negative talks
9. Holds grudges
10. Eats wrong food

I hired a woman to smoke cigarettes
thats what I pay her to do
its fabulous part time work

In late July 2001 I kinda I had sex with a freshman teenage girl who was so drunk and blacked out she had no idea... she had drunkenly told me she was a virgin and had a crush on me at this concert we were at in San Antonio

I heard she found out she was pregnant on 9-11. someone told me she had a daughter that spring before my college graduation

I honestly cant remember her last name!

but her first name was rose and I really want to find my teenage daughter

She is actually kind of cute... WTF...

I can barely keep myself from getting in the car and going to see you tonight. Why do you have this effect on me? When it's clear you're horrible for me. The good times were great and the bad times were the absolute worst. You couldn't even respect my art or my career. "It's not real" your answer to everything. Every time we'd have a talk and sort things out and you seemed agreeable and sensible. But that last time when I kicked you out thank god you showed me your true self. The injuries haven't fully faded and the scars on my heart and mind will take even more time to heal. I AM good and honest and faithful. You told me lies about myself and I'm so grateful I learned those lessons years ago so I could stand up to you and not even defend myself - I did nothing wrong - I just told my truth. Your problem you couldn't accept me or my life or my work or my anything. Then why do I miss you so much??? I gave you 3 chances. You made your choices. But I can't sleep alone, can't sleep without being entwined skin against skin, can't sleep without your calm night presence and your soothing me if I had a bad dream. You were so KIND! Until you weren't.

When I see one of those graphic anti-abortion ads, I get hungry.